So a little bit about myself before I dive into this subject.

I'm a 20 year old male living in New Zealand(south island to be exact), living with my father, working full time and about to start studying.

So I had just finished work on the Friday that has just passed and I got offered a 13-14 hour shift at a music festival(Bay Dreams). it is quite a large event and quite expensive, keep in mind that nz is already one of the most heavily taxed countries so you aren't paying that much for a good event.

Anyway I took up the offer and started work the day after on Saturday. It was okay nothing really too difficult, but after being there for about an hour I started feeling weird(I am also a fond believer that we are in a spiritual war), in the way that my mind started thinking differently and I just wasn't myself.

Then the music started playing, and i would say about 90% had what I would consider a 'hypnotic melody' followed by an insanely basey beat, a lot of kicks and snares and a witch or devil looking performer. Everyone was loving it, probably not giving it a second thought and up until this point its probably just me being(or trying) to be conscious to all of the elite tricks that we see everyday.

Then I walked over to the other stage that had a few big name performers(you can probably Google the line up), mainly Skepta and Tyler, the creator. I heard Skepta say 'if you are down with the devil, raise your hands to the sky' I couldn't believe it as majority of the people there cheered and raised their hands, he said it one more time before his time on stage was finished. I had a few drinks and it hadn't really set in that, that actually just happened, in real life, and nobody cared at all.

So today all i've been thinking about is, are music festivals really only there to make money, or is it something much bigger than that. I personally believe that it is a mass brainwashing event to keep people dumb and to be with satan.

I have been trying to research this topic but google and youtube are quite heavily censored and I feel that even if I find someone talking about it, it's probably false since I can still see it. I'm really in a weird place as I dont want to be with Satan, I have prayed a lot to God, and Jesus respectively to no avail, I'm not looking for him to come down and shake my hand but surely there is something that someone else has experienced in relation to all of this.

Is there anyone who can give me some info about these music festivals, or have I developed some kind of schizophrenia that stops me from living and thinking like everyone else. Either way i'm really hoping someone can answer some of my questions and sorry if this is a mess to read, i'm really tired. Thanks and bless