Hey all,

A while back I said that I could show my w4 working for fairfield hills.

I lied. I didn't work for fairfield hills. I thought I'd be able to get Rachel's W4 and doctor it to make it mine. I realized that attempting to pull wool over your eyes would have just been more fuel for the fire under this already scrutinized event.

I don't know exactly why I told the lies I did.

I think I lied because it hurts to see a lot of the scrutiny that comes towards sandy hook. If only because I lost my friend. I held was in the family's home that night. I was at the funeral, I have known the family for my entire childhood. I lost a friend and it was fucking bullshit. The woman was one of the nicest empathetic and selfless people I have ever met. She was working on her undergrad in psychology and was due to present her thesis that year. What happened to her was fucking bullshit.

There's a lot of questions regarding the events, false flag and whatnot. One thing is true though. Rachel died. I saw the body, spent time with it. Another one of my good friends father was the mortician that made her up. There were gunshot wounds. There was a lot of work he had to do to make her presentable, even still the had to wear a shawl as she was burried.

I can't say much else, I don't expect forgiveness, I don't really expect anything other than downvoats and a big fuck you.

Sorry I lied.