Forget about the Holocaust, because you'll never know the truth. Instead, concentrate on the fact that there were jews members of the NSDAP and nazi police, who were responsible of the Holocaust as much as gemans. This small fact will set you free, simply because the jewish membership in the NSDAP is the proof that the Holocaust was not race based, but other criteria were used.
Remember that the jewish members of NSDAP are the proof that Holocaust being racist is bullshit.
