Everyone else had left and I was playing cards with my mothers (I have lesbian moms). I accidentally said that I like Russia's ideas on becoming the biggest exporter of non GMO produce, and that if it weren't for Putin being a homophobic pederast, I would live there. Well, that went over about as well as if I had murdered Obama in front of them. We went into conspiracies and corruption, and I told them I believe 9/11 was an inside job, and tried to explain the proof, but they weren't interested. They asked well what about Sandy Hook? Also a false flag. My butch mom yelled at me (not new, she yells when she gets passionate), told me that all these things I believe were narratives invented by white nationalists who want to overthrow the government and run the country with a militia. (Maybe partially true, but not completely) We are so far apart on this stuff, I know I will never convince them, but it does still feel shitty to see that they research and think critically and yet come to the opposite conclusion as I do. And now I wish I hadn't said anything.