Agreed. I'm pretty tough in the sense that after being redpilled during the course of many years most the shock has worn off and as much as I pray for God to lead me to the truth, I totally understand sometimes it is much too heavy on the soul to bear. Idk if you're familiar with Pastor Charles Lawson? He is one of the only Pastors brave enough to speak on the dark world of the occult, etc. & there are years and years worth of his incredible sermons on youtube.. I listen to him all the time, & the things I have learned from him are immeasurable. Anyhow, in an excellent series he did on "The Spirit World" I listened to yesterday, I heard him say that when he researches these incredibly dark and disturbing subjects is that he prays for God to take him far enough to be able to help teach people but to show him the line that he should not cross. I think that's a very smart prayer. We are only human and we're dabbling in very dangerous things and essentially opening ourselves up to the sickness of this very dark world. I think it's a very good idea to ask God to show us this line. We wont be able to help these little ones if we dont take care of ourselves too. Thanks again. Take care of yourself.. & God bless you 🙏🏼