https://www.bitchute.com/video/Hw3X4aS8H6ei/
They've started taking down my YouTube videos (despite them only being still images with my voice over them) so I guess only Bitchute today and I'll find another place so that I can continue uploading two at a time.... yep, they've deleted my old RealAlanAB twitter back in May (as well as my old YouTube channel which just had me talking with a webcam) suspended my newer twitter Watkins_2 now indefinitely for reasons they refuse to tell me - and now are going after my new YouTube which only has still images with my voice... at least they are consistent.
Anyway, this new video is me going over examples of the symbolic language of the cult. People were always chiming in with new codes they would find each day on the twitter and as I was teaching them each day the language that's probably the main reason I was banned - it's not a hard language to learn it just requires noticing that it exists in the first place and this is something the cult pushes back hard on. So anyway give it a watch and maybe you'll see some symbolism codes and begin to recognize why Symbolism = End in the QMAP.. The cult doesn't like symbolism they actually need it, as the QMAP also says "Their NEED for symbolism will be their downfall. - It's how they coordinate, it's how they recognize each other, it's how they hire, it's how they talk. The moment people see it, that's the moment it loses all potency.
Here are my other videos https://www.bitchute.com/channel/alanab/ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6R0INinW00xmrIxglKcCeg/videos
here is where I've written more in depth about my life as a cult victim https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 and here are the Voat's I was asked to start https://voat.co/v/pizzagate/2737704 https://voat.co/v/QRV/2753870 I answer questions all week long here now that my twitter has gone down. Feel free to ask anything or leave suggestions.
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14409224? ago
Honest question because I’m worried about your mental state. Will you set a date that if what you say doesn’t happen by then you will seek mental health help?
14416934? ago
"seek mental health" - that would cause a delay to the good guys plan so no... and it'd also be a little silly for me to give some kind of timetable that would allow the bad guys to shoot for that amount of delays so that I could throw in another delay. Nope, I'm in this for the long haul :) Tho I do 100% get why there is this push for me to make timetables and seek help. It wasn't always that way you know, when I first started telling my story nobody said that, and instead there was more a push to de-legitimize and scare me away - but watching the shills movement and in particular when 100+ replies hitting me over the course of days switches from scare tactics to "seek mental health" well... these shifts are ever helpful to understand the behind the scenes coordination that must be going on. "What is a pattern" as the QMAP asks.
14420986? ago
The pattern is quite clear. You have run into a group of people that you cannot block as you did on Twitter that read your posts and recognize the mental health crises that is afflicting you. They read your posts and worry about your sanity. This is not about being a shill or a troll, it is only about realizing that their is another human being that is in desperate need of help. However, that human appears to have a misguided notion of what sort of help they need.
Many may find you amusing, just as honestly I find the flat earthers. They are fun to read in that they make me laugh. Honestly, you were in the same boat for me, as I think you were/are for most that followed you. You are an interesting read/follow but not for the reasons you hope. It is interesting to read/follow you --- to laugh and to deride. You are a flat earther --- you just do not realize it.
For me personally, perhaps it is because I feel badly for mocking you and laughing at you for so long. For others, who knows --- but based upon what I am reading, there are several different and distinct posters that worry about your mental health. This is honestly a theme I noticed on twitter, in that many people told you there to get help quick as well.
Please, please go find someone to talk to and seek out professional help.
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14421699? ago
what I catch from this is "I stalked you on twitter, I noticed other people stalking you on twitter with whom I shared a commonality with and wonder why you continue to not adhere to those perspectives to which I don't prescribe to, and so I will continue to ask you to conform to these perspectives because I am a trustworthy individual."
my reply to this is... I think the other reply to you about leaving me alone is a rather pertinent suggestion, for even if you were correct your own propensity to obsess over me on dead threads on voat (How many dozens of comments have I received like this in the past week?) but also your own admission to having done this on Twitter (which would require it to be from before I blocked people i.e. MONTHS NOW ) - just how absurd an individual are you to tirelessly stalk a misguided individual and repeat ad infinitum a mission statement unwavering but with varying iterations from "you are a flat earther" "you are a clown" "you are a lunatic" "you chose X and Y not someone else" "we all laugh at you" "no one laughs at you they are sad for you" and about 666 more... cycle through one iteration and move on to the next.
And my boredom with you means I probably won't reply to you again, but as a final act of pity I suggest you look closely at this https://twitter.com/SpaceCorpsUS/status/1038954789630103553 and this https://twitter.com/SpaceCorpsUS/status/1038514242377408513 - decodes which to my eyes imply the good guys are still willing to hear people who flip.... it's not too late for you.
14421220? ago
Just leave the lunatic alone. He will meet his fate soon enough. Can only cry wolf so many times before you are fed to the wolves.